Archive for August, 2008

4:00am… August 14th 2008… Death Day of a Friend!

Posted in Uncategorized on August 14, 2008 by tamouzmedia3

Welcome to my nightmare…today Texas murders a friend of mine… ”MICHAEL RODRIGUEZ”…I’ve lost track to the exact number of EXECUTIONS I’VE SEEN GO by since my arrival at POLUNSKY DEATH CAMP…way over 170…yes that many people have been MURDERED by the state of Texas…SINCE I GOT HERE THAT IS!! Total is way above 400…

The just fed us some type of gruel looking stuff…they said it was pork gravy…all I saw was some ooze with a speck of meat…or was that a roach that got to curious and fell into the batter?? IT’S defiantly possible, a bro of mine found a rat tail in his mashed tators a while back…hungry anybody??

WHAT A GREAT DAY TO BE ALIVE IN THIS SICK ASS PLACE!!!!!

I’M BACK…JUST 12 hours ago I was doing this blog and it was early in the morning…damn how time flies when you’re going insane!! SO WHAT DO I TALK ON NOW…SO much to say and cant get it out of my head…

 Watched the goon squad take my little fat buddy to the death van today, “MICHAEL RODRIGUEZ”…YES the friend I mentioned earlier that dropped all of his appeals…was trying to figure out what was going thru his mind when the huge crowd of spectators and riot team took him away…that final walk down the side-walk leaving the visiting room…what a creepy ass feeling this is…I can just imagine how it must feel in HUNTSVILLE…DAMN THIS DAY!!

NEXT WEEK we have two more set to die…DENARD MANNS & JEFF WOODS.

KNOW both of them…just enough time on the row…I’m not trying to make any new friends…their all being killed right before my eyes…so I’m pulling back from all the others…I’m somewhat un-sociable…in my own zone…but I like it that way…to much death row drama!!! SOME OF YOU READING THIS KNOW WHAT I MEAN…This place and the people who surround it are drama infested fools…its damn shame too…

TRUE AMERICAN!!!!

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Death blog August 13th 2008 12:09pm

Posted in Uncategorized on August 13, 2008 by tamouzmedia3

Welcome back…just woke up from a short sleep…what a hellish sleep it was…I was dreaming of free life…and to awaken in this place and to hear all the insane screams and yelling of the ones around you is almost enough to make one want to exit this sad little existence…damn why do I even wake up?

THIS place is slowly getting on my last nerve…I don’t know how much more I can take…

3:28pm…sitting here trying to get my thoughts in order…had a rough time today…made the big mistake of pulling out all my photo’s from my past…tried cruising down memory lane…that sure was a mistake…really hit me head on…not a nice feeling…

JUST LOOKED INTO THE REC cage…child killer from Dallas is walking around like he is at a summer retreat…what the hell goes thru a mind of child killer and molester…woooo weeee…yes I’m just a mere few feet from our rec cage…so I’m cursed so to say…I’m forced to listen to all the conversations of these guys…hearing some of these fools talk lift my self esteem…I thought life dealt me a bad hand…but after seeing and listening to these guys around here I realized I have a great hand…royal flush!!

I guess we all will get to live out our destiny, even those of us who have to choose the worst one imaginable. SO why did I take this strange dark trip…Only god knows why I suppose…cause I sure don’t have a clue…

TRU AMERICAN…

Dead Man Walking Death Blog…August 5th 2008 7:00am

Posted in Uncategorized on August 5, 2008 by tamouzmedia3

WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE…

Today is a new day, I think I’m happy…to the point I could piss smiley faces, or even say a few kind words…now aint that something, no voices today or maybe they are getting ready to attack again…the day is new and I’m alive and I’ll try not to be hard on those around me…and send out some positive mail…god knows I’ve been a jerk lately…I’m surprised I still have friends and a sweet woman who believes in me. GOD BLESS AMERICANS AND GOD BLESS YOU!

Was attacked yesterday, my cell was invaded by 8 guards…yes it was a raid that left my cell in complete mess…looked as if a tornado hit it…I was sleeping and the next thing I was being told was to get naked and submit to a snake down, the naked part would have been fun but the guards were all men…damn the luck…I damn sure aint shy…but as the story goes, I was stipped down and tosses in the shower as they tore my cell apart…god knows what they were looking for…the rank said it was random…yes so was September 11th 2001…just a random act of violence…bullshit I say…do I look that dumb…wait, don’t answer that, I just looked into the mirror…the voices are back and smiling…

We have a TEXECUTION SET FOR TODAY…”JOSE MEDELLIN”…A MEXICAN DUDE WHO HAS world wide attention on his case…the world watches to see if texas will murder again and say it was justice…wonder what he is feeling right now?????

I know this man and have been on the same section with him several times over the past few years…don’t know much about his case…but the two young girls he and his gang are accused of rape’n and killing were only 16 years old…just mere kids…not much else to say on this…so I’ll move on…killing him wont bring them poor girls back…it just creates more victims…Medellin’s family…do you see the wrongness in this…

We also have another death date for this week…another man who is not from this country…”heliberto CHI” is his name…his lawyer got him murdered, this clown has no bizness doing any legal cases…a pure clown who is only into this for the money…cares not about his client sad but true…CHI WAS NY neighbor when they took him to death watch…

Well that’s all for today…happy mark just left the building!!!!

TRU AMERICAN TIL THE END…

Well, Good Morning…August 4th 2008 Texas Death Row…

Posted in Uncategorized on August 4, 2008 by tamouzmedia3

Welcome to my freaking nightmare…new day…what’s in store for this wonderful Monday…only god knows and life can defiantly take turn for the worst instantly…we have a execution set for tomorrow night, it is a high pro-file on the “JOSE” MEDELLIN…THEMEXICAN NATIONAL…this should be a real tense day for this person…his case has drawn world wide attention…for some reason he has caught the attention of congress as well as the president…damn the luck, will texas get justice or another slap in the face…time will tell…

Don’t have much time today…mail call is soon and I must get this out to you all…so until next round…enjoy life and god bless AMERICA!! 

TRUE AMERICAN TIL THE END!

MARK ANTHONY STORMAN…2008 texas death row


Sunday Morning… August 3rd 2008 5:30am

Posted in Uncategorized on August 3, 2008 by tamouzmedia3

Welcome to my insanity tour…death row…new day and new craziness!

The peaceful morning was shattered by some mentally ill man named “GREEN”…he is here for some sick sex crimes and has really lost his mind…he believes the “CIA” has planted a tracking device inside him…he also believes the guards are secretly spraying gas in his cell…well its only his delusional mind that causes him to rant and rave…he blames the GOVERNMENT for all that has happened to him…well he raped a 82 year old lady and killed her…doubt the good ole USA had any connection to that…what a way to start the day…this fool will be at his door all day now spit’n and hollering…the hope for a peaceful and calm Sunday is ruined…the demons in his head are defiantly in full control.

So let me explain a few more things in this blog before I shut it down for the day…that’s the issues of our cells…most of the normal world has no idea what we are allowed to have in this evil place…so I’ll dial you in so as to give you a better insight…all things listed are allowed but are only at the prison store, and one must buy these…if you’re without funds you’re just stuck out completely…

RADIO WITH HEADPHONES…SO AS NO NOISE CAN INVADE THIS PLACE!

FAN…TO GET THE AIR MOVING AND GO TO COOL YA OFF FROM THE TEXAS HEAT!

HOT POT…IT’S A CONTAINER THAT CATS LIKE A COFFEE POT, USED TO HEAT OUR WATER AND OR FOOD POUCHES… 

TYPEWRITERS…WHAT A BLESSINGS TO HAVE…

AND THAT’S IT…NO OTHER ELECTRICAL ITEMS…

Texas death row is the only DEATH ROW IN AMERICA THAT does not allow us any kind of television access or church services…we are banned from this for some reason, now prior to coming to the polunsky unit death row was housed in Huntsville and television and church services were allowed…this new regime is evil and will not allow it and have that wild west outlook…punish us before death…

Well its now shift change…new guards and new faces…they are told to leave common sense at the front gate…because things that happen in here make no damn sense and to try to understand the why’s and how come will defiantly cause you some stress…so the guards are like walking drones…institutionized in their own way…programmed to do as they are told even if it makes no sense at all…what a great day to be alive.

August 2nd 2008 3:00am…new day, Texas Death Row…

Posted in Uncategorized on August 2, 2008 by tamouzmedia3

Greetings, and welcome to my nightmare…

ITS crazy, had that dream again, most of you have no idea of the dream…it comes to me a lot now and awakens me as if I’m falling from a high cliff or ledge…its that sudden jolt that brings me from my sleep…in this dream I’m being strapped to that gurney and that one sick feeling…hell do I have room to complain?

Matter of fact, maybe that why I’m hearing the voices inside me head, after all the pain live caused and all…hell I’m not sure anymore!

 BREAKFAST WAS JUST SERVED, A SPOON FULL OF EGGS, TWO BISCUITS, JELLY AND BUTTER… CREAL, MILK AND WATERED DOWN COFFEE…and about four minutes later the trays are being collected and most of the condemned are going to sleep…not me, this is the peaceful time of day…I enjoy my mornings and will embrace each new one as if its my last…there defiantly winding down…as I mark a new day off my calendar…that brings me one step closer to death…god bless AMERICA…

Today is outside recreation day for my section…its one of the days I really look forward to, it’s a blessing to get out and to grab a few rays of sunshine…let me explain this process…we are allowed five days of recreation per section…two hours per day if you should decide to venture out from your cell…its none of the images that come to mind from old TV shows and prison movies I cn assure you…our outside recreation is a cage surrounded by four very high concrete walls with bars and screen on top…its like a cage at a zoo, all we can see is the sky…for example, it’s the size of a garage and you would be able to park two cars inside this area…

So when we are taken to this cage, its isolated, no human contact at all…there’s two cages outside…divided by bars…you’re able to see and speak to the person who is next to you…sometimes that’s great…other times it makes for a very long two hours…have ya ever been outside with a child molester or rapist? Well its hard as hell to speak to one of these clowns…if ya know what I mean…not much in common…except our death sentences…anyways…we are all handcuffed behind our backs each time we leave our cells, as if we might erupt any moment and kill dozens of people with our hands…what a great time to be alive…


Mark Stroman letter – August 1st, 2008

Posted in Uncategorized on August 1, 2008 by tamouzmedia3
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Friday August 1, 2008 11:34 a.m.


 

Welcome to my nightmare…new day on the row… “DEATH BLOG”…


My day started at 3 a.m. this morning. That’s a normal time in this place. Breakfast is served, brought to our cages. We are not to be trusted and have no human contact. Thank God, for there’s some sickos in this place and tons of child molesters. Makes my stomach flip. I’m no angel by far, but I do have respect for women, children and our elderly. But that’s another story and another time.

 

This blog is to just to open the eyes of the ones who are reading it, to show you what goes on behind these doors of Texas death row. Please forgive me for not being the brightest crayon in the box. I’m just a simple Texas stuck in a freaking hellish nightmare. What you read in these blogs may be hard to believe and even harder to understand. Hell, I don’t believe it myself, and I’ve been here over six years.

 

Have lost of a lot of my humanity and am on the verge of breaking up on the inside. So much death and even more sadness and misery. We have six more men set tot be murdered by the state of Texas this month alone. How much more can we take? The next victims of the so all mighty judicial system. Killing is wrong, so they kill for justice. Damn, every time I say that I get all dizzy headed. It just don’t sound right.

 

Some of you only thought of death row as something that happens to the worst of the worst. To the other person. I once thought that, too, until I woke up in this place on April 6th 2002, then reality sunk in. The insanity of my new home and existence took control of me and I fight daily to stay as much a human being as possible. But most call us animals, not to have any type of feelings or compassion. Well that’s wrong and I’ll show that in these blogs.